Relief, deep and seeded within what seems like a hollow form. How it feels so good, so relaxing, warm… anguishing.
It does not last, my temporary drug. Too much of a risk to find something more potent.
I did not dream, and thankful for such. Rest came easily, heavily… so very thankful for such…
I found no threat for once… I should be more careful.
They have not come after me, but they will. I know too much now.
A bath in the sea calms the child tumbling. I need to remember this, such a ritual may ease the stress on my body.
Nothing else to write, I must train…
26th Sun, 6th Astral Moon, 1571
Deirdre Ta'ea 