Undated

(This entry is more of a scribble, the elegance gone from her writing.)

Eva didn’t show, shouldn’t be surprised. Tea went cold, did not bother to clean up.
Ariciont was always cruel, wasn’t he? Is it such as nature that men leave…?
I have to make more gil, I do not have enough. Not nearly enough.
Have to find another bed, another man…
Cannot stop thinking about Shurin…
Cannot keep writing…
Cannot live…Why breathe…?(Undated)